I did it!

I actually gave Trevor his Enbrel injection. I did not think I would be able to do it. I am so relieved but keep over thinking things... Is there a better technique? Did I hurt him even though he said I did not? And worst of all, can I do it again?? He ran off to play basketball and fish so I guess I did not hurt him too bad.
What a strange feeling, putting a needle into someone. I tried so hard to "look" like I was calm. Right before, I almost chickened out but thought that would make Trevor even more nervous. I know it will get easier but I am really scared about the next time. Maybe the third time will be the charm and take the nerves away from me.
I must say though that is one thing I NEVER thought I would be able to do and I have accomplished it! Unfortunately, I do have to continue giving the injections.
I gave it to him one hour ago and I am still shaking and think I might need a sip of wine!! Well, until next week!