Unfair

Today I feel so bad for Trevor. Two almost three years ago we moved into our current neighborhood so the kids could have lots of other kids to play with,etc. Our section of the neighborhood turned out to be older retired people so not many kids for Trevor. Anyway a couple weeks ago finally a new family moved in across the street. Trevor and he hit it off great. You can not separate the two of them. Anyway, Trevor is paying for it everyday. They play basketball, fish, tennis, ride bikes, scooters, everything. Trevor cannot keep up. Today he had to just leave and come home because of the pain.(they had actually spent most of the day inside anyway because of his pain). He had to hold the walls and furniture to get into the shower. He is now laying under a heated blanket with a 90 degree temperature outside! Sometimes life is just not fair. I really am worried that the Enbrel is not working. This will be the end of the 3rd week on it and so far nothing. In fact, he seems to be getting worse. I know it is just because he is more active all day everyday but he does not want to stop. I researched and found some people have the injection,even the first and get up the next morning renewed. I thought that was going to be Trevor. It really makes me cry. I HATE to see him like this. He said to me he thought it was good that his new friend was going to Sea World tomorrow so he could just lay around all day. This is so not Trevor!!! I can only hope and pray that he gets relief from something!